Why Am I Laughing? .:Vent Art:.

idk I just felt like drawing some vent art.....

like school is stressful, along with friend relationship, family, and Im stressing a bit about where im going to go after I die..
Like I Love and believe in God/Jesus Christ, I pray I try to follow His laws but I still feel uncertain.....sigh idk

so yeah im ok and Im not thinking about killing myself or another so no need to worry ^u^""

I just never draw vent art, like ever. I always feel like I hate to be the happy one always......im tired of it really, but I dont want to stop....
I feel like its my job to be happy, people all around me are sad and miserable and I love to make them smile and laugh by bringing them joy, 

but....

I'm tired, however I move on with my life. Legit one of my friends said she loves the fact that im always happy, bc it makes her feel good and happy 
and that was nice to hear, but other times I wonder does my happiness and trying to cheer up others even matter?? 
Should I stop? I feel like I annoy people more then I do with cheering them up......idk 

well thats life I guess. Life is filled with mystery and we are just a small playing piece on this giant game board of life..........

(c) Art by FineThingsInLife